I've lost my soul.... May i borrow yours?

I wasnt feelin too well last nyt, had to miss work. O wel, lol. But stil, im feelin better now so all is well. I got my first pay packet today! n it was full to the brim with £31.40! yay. that was only 4 hours work!

heh heh, friday nyt was fun. Went n had a party in a graveyard. Luke 'accidently' puked over a woman's grave hu i re-christianed Derek just to make it official. Also, the other luke 'accidently' broke an old battered headstone. His words were 'look here, this gravestone wobbles! hee hee' *snap* 'O shit'. AND, makin the evenin perfect, i asked the loving, the funny, the beautiful Lauren out. *emo love* o yeah, almost forgot to say, i think our alcohol was spiked with emo-ifying drugs, cus wen we got pissed, all of us turned emo.... how strange.......

Well, cant be arsed to talk anymore. Dunno why... just cant be arsed, well im off to make toast..... laters

xxXxx

Okay I'm off to Tunisia now  The taxi has just turned up so im gettin a quick blogle in. Well, i just want to say c you later guys, will miss you all dearly! I realy will miss you  Okay........ well I'm off byes

xxXxx

Well, i woke up this morning smelling like a tramp... literally. I was covered in mud and smelt like booze.... why you ask? FIELD PARTY LAST NIGHT! wow that was uber cool. Looooaaaddddsssss to drink, and other things  well i ended up getting pissed outa my head (still got that bastard headache that appeared mid-day today) and it was fun. I am sorry to everyone for sending out illegible texts, i do not even know what i said either, i think i had a drunken brainwave to cleanup all my messages.... lol, stupid brain!  Well, i had to be dragged the length of lichfield (1mile) back to bens to crash the night by ant, ben, and adam lathbury. but altogether it was cool. No weed involved, honest, but it was the poppers that made me sick in the end. I dont think i'll try them again, especially when the thing was thrust under my nose anyway so it wasnt exactly my fault. O yeah, i kinda picked a fight with some kids at the party in a way. I thought it wud be funny to spray beer at dave, so i put my thumb in the end of the bottle, and sprayed it. He got pissed off... very pissed off. Ended up with him and a few others pouring their beers over me, it was outside, cold, and i was standing there soaked through.... great. Hopefully there will be more of these parties in the future

Well, im gettin tired now, so i think i'll love you and leave you.

Laters

_Hermy_

Hey guys n gals n other things!

Well i had a chat with my Dad today. Well, the problem is this: my sister Libby (who is three) is in desperate need of a bedroom as decreed by the law (she shares a room with my two youngest brothers Tom n Jake n the law says that if a girl child is in the same room as a boy child their combined ages must be 11 or below, currently it comes at 21. Ooops) so Libby needs a bedroom. We have 4 in the house: my parents', my bros/sis, my big bros, n mine. So, what is gonna have to happen is Libby is gonna have my room. hmmm. I'm movin into my big bros bedroom... on bunkbeds.... Y did we have to have a big family? Drat. Well hopefully Anthony will move out within the year, so next year i might have a brand new upgraded and larger bedroom! WOW! lol (fingers crossed, but can anyone see anthony movin out? *gulp*) O btw, its all gonna happen this Christmas period.

ALSO!!!! gues what !!!! no more exams!!!!!!!!! woop! yay! yay! yay! no exams, no compulsory dchool! so im happy atm, nothin can get me down!

Well, gonna go now, have a craving for bubble gum... n other things....

L8rs

Life's a grave, Dig it

I AM: hu i am

I WANT: to keep my friendships strong 
I HAVE: fuk all to do, and a hedache as well
I WISH: my dad wudnt want to control my life as much as he tries to, he's tryin to tell me 2 get me hair cut, 2 words 'FUK OFF!'
I HATE: being labeled and labeling people, although i do do it, im sorry
I FEAR: Going away and leavin me mates 
I SEARCH: for a way to get more money fast...
I WONDER: if i will be prepared for prom night....
I REGRET: being lured into the false comfort of a certain young lady, only to be treated like shit and then takin it
I LOVE: Everyone i kno, they are the bestest friends you can get
I DANCE: wen im drunk.......
I CRY: all too often, im a very emotional person, although i kno that when i cry i mean it.
I WRITE: on this bloggle n my hand, my very own post it note thingy that i can carry around everywhere!
I WIN: at next to nuthin.... do i compete that often anyway?......
I LOSE: as i sed before, if i dnt win alot then i obviously lose alot.... also i lose my keys all too often......
I CONFUSE: other peeps wen i talk wen i talk, i never make sense
I NEED: fags, n booze n maybe a lil pot...ery if i can et hold of any
I SHOULD: earn meself sum more money! im skint as a two bob cunt!

{DO YOU...}
KEEP A DIARY: only my blog
LIKE TO COOK: im good at deserts i think, not particularly bbqs....... lol, but yeah, i try n most of the time it turns out alright
HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: i dont think so......... ah yeah.... i never told anyone that i..... wait a minute! ur tryin 2 lure me into tellin u! hah ha! never! i will not give in!
BELIEVE IN LOVE: of course, but i havent found a good love ever, i need to tho

{WHO IS...}
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: well, ben wears makeup.... but aaron is unbelievably intimidatin.... ermmm ben! yes ben! lol
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Phillips, nowt more to say on that! lol

THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: ermmmmmmm........ ermmmm dunno, they are all cute!
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: Sam at he moment i think... yes
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP: Well, lately its been my lil chum hollie, lol... not gonna go into tooo much detail in that... *cough*

{DO YOU...}
HAVE A CRUSH: i believe so,
WANT TO GET MARRIED: wen the time is right and the person is right
THINK YOU’RE A HEALTH FREAK: deffo not, i smoke, drink in excess wen i can get hold of it n i am desperate to get hold of a joint... no i aint a health freek

GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: i d with my mum, but me and my dad clash n argue too often. Im gettin tired of his bull. He thinks he owns me n can tell me what to do. Whay does he want to tell me how to dress n what hair styls to have? hes annoyin

{CURRENT...}
HAIR: neck long, black n fairly straight, although that is naturally straight
EYE COLOR: erm hazel i think
BIRTHPLACE: well, my current birthplace is birkenhead, although i think i mite wanna change that in the future....

{FAVORITE...}
NUMBER: 666
COLOUR:(s) well, its red and black at the moment

DAY: friday of corse
MONTH: september, my bday is on the first!
SONG: ermmmm white wedding by murderdolls me gues
FOOD: Chinese
SEASON: spring goin onto summer
SPORT: Moto GP
DRINK: good old bitter, probably boddingtons bitter

{PREFERENCES...}
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle followed by makin out then followed by a cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Hot chocolate
DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla

{IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU...}
CRIED: nope
HELPED SOMEONE: me dnt think so......... lol sowy
BOUGHT SOMETHING: chuddy
GOTTEN SICK: well i was drinkin alot last nyt, felt a bit ikky after drinkin beer followed by whiskey n then more beer
GONE TO THE MOVIES: nah
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: nope, but goin for an indian at 5 for fathers day
SAID “I LOVE YOU”: nope  no1 loves me!
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No...
TALKED TO AN EX: ai, lotty, over the phone... shes givin me alot of shit... its not nice...
MISSED AN EX: No
HAD A SERIOUS TALK: ai, with richys cusin last night
MISSED SOMEONE: lol, yes, hollie
HUGGED SOMEONE: richys family.........
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS: me dad, he told me i ws gettin he hair cut b4 goin on holiday... i told him wher 2 stick it
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: nopeys

{NAME 5 BANDS YOU LISTEN TO}
1. murderdolls.
2. my chemical romance.
3. the used.
4. system of a down.
5. bullet for my valentine. 

{NAME 7 THINGS YOU HATE}
1. shit relationships
2. taking shit from people
3. chavs.
4. chavettes
5. chavs thinking they are hard just because they are in excessive groups. Especially wen they decide to pick on people because there are less of em, hows 15 chavs agenst 4 kids sound? not nice, i had to take alot of shit that day (like i sed above tho, i hate myself now for not stickin up for myself)

{WOULD YOU EVER...}
Kill someone: i believe not, id threaten maybe, but not actually carry it out.
Kiss someone of the same sex: applies for snoggin right?.. dun it before, will do it agen, although only for fun, not for love...
Have sex with someone of the same sex: not likely, unless i find out in later life that i swing both ways  not likely tho
Parachute from a plane: thats part of my 'must do in life' plan
Walk on hot coals: y not?
Go out with someone for their looks: i wud yes, but then id probably end up splittin cus of them havin a shit personality, personality is probably what would keep me with sum1
For their reputation: no, cus people with reputations are more often than not chavettes, lol, only chavs think reputations matter
Be a vegetarian: no, i like my meat
Wear plaid with stripes: nope, black black, metal, red, n others... but not plaid!
Sing Karaoke: probably will, bt il probs b pissed at the time
Get drunk off your ass: y wud i wanna do tht?...........

Run a red light: i dont drive yet so dunno
Star in a porn video: maybe, if i lose my 12 pack  
Dye your hair blue: in the future i will, probs for end of year 12
Be on Survivor: survaival shows suk, cant stand them 
Wear makeup in public: eyeliner of corse
Not wear makeup in public: of corse, i dont neeeeed eyeliner.
Cheat on a test: not anymore

Make someone cry: i dnt think i have before

Date someone more than 10 years older than you: nope, 2 years yunger wudb fine....
Stay up all night: i cnt sleep very often, i do alot of the time.

{WHO YOU LAST...}
Thought of: hollie, just now, while thinkin of hu i last thort of i then thort of hollie so my last thort of person changed... hollie hollie hollie hollie!
Missed: lol, HOLLIE! he he
Kissed: .... ben... n that was a week ago... omg! i havnt kissed any1 for a week! fuk me! im boring...
Loved: everyone as a whole
Wanted to be with: iv sed her name too many times here
Cried For: myself

Heya dudes, time for my weekly rave! (i rave about once a week right? well... have a go at least)

Hmmm, the ever hateful and ever returning problem is back, VIRUSES! I hate computer viruses, i realy do. For the third time now ive had to reformat my laptop because of a blasted virus. Ive also figured out why i always have loads: because McAfee is absolute gob-shite! It lets in too many viruses through the firewall. Gues what dudes? I had 1879 songs about 5 hours ago, i now have...... 1, th sample that you get with windows. Grrrrr. Well, ive changed over to Norton instead now so will give it a whirl n hopefully come out the champion! lol.

Well, now for sensitive Hermy. Im confused at the moment. I know that there are two girls who like me.... well, i gues its only the one now, because with her we decided to just be friends, becuase ive known her for ages and i dnt know if i could replace a strong friendship likeness with a  deeply loving likeness of her. But with girl #2 i am a little confussled on what to do, i like her of corse, and of corse i know she likes me, but thr is one uber major problem, age. she is 2 years younger than me. I guess i should try to leave it ar a friendly friendship, n hang out with her, tht'd b cool. I gues iv just got to wait and see what happens, whether anything 'starts'. im no good at this kinda thing, n i dnt like having other people judge me because of hu i like, but still, i am worried that if anything did happen i would be judged. hmmmm.... yeah, il b a stoopid fuktard and wait. i think its the only thing i can do...

I dnt know why i wrote this, its not like i want any of my dearest friends to read it. but stil, i have to say it. Therefore, peeps, dont judge me; n to my skool friends, dnt talk to me about what i have said here, hopefully you are close enuf friends to respect that. Thankyou.

Well, ive had my say, n im glad iv let that out.

Byes, n love you all to bits

_Hermy_ (the hermcrab)

Dunno what to say today......... nowt much happened. I've been thinking though, i don't want to sound anti-vain but whats with all the dudettes? hah ha ha, im 'hot'? oooooookkkkkaaaaayyyyy......... right, thats not exactly believable you know? Lol, well, ermmm...... 

Current Song: Team America - America, Fuck Yeah!

cross means yes, a blank means no!

HAVE YOU EVER...

(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked anything else (Tht will change o so soon)
(x) made out with a member of the same sex (I WAS DRUNK OKAY!)
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
(x) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar 
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been moshing at a concert (I never have anyone to go with)
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
( ) love someone right now

(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party  
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up..
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledging 

(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely (always! I neeed someone to love!)
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID (I'm buyin 1 in september....)
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake 
(x) been tickled
(x) robbed someone (nicked a fiver of my big bro) (i was gonna give it back!)
(x) been robbed (He nicked th fiver back wen he found out)
(x) been misunderstood (I always talk giberish.....)
( ) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight (does a jig while runnin down th road count?)
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart (Are you still there heart?.... no answer.....) 
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes 
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean 
( ) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (DT exam!)
( ) sung karaoke (Lol, would you call it singin....)
(x) paid for a meal with only coins (MAccy Ds!)
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (Smoke!)
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of drink came out of your nose (Pink milkshake! lol)
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain

(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
( ) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey.. 
( ) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge (into the river Trent)
( ) screamed "penis" in class
(x) ate dog food (Do dog bisquits count? they are food, eaten by dogs....)
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
(x) fucked in a park (usin fingas deffo count... thts y its called finga fukin...)
(x) fucked in the bathoom (Lol, the shower is in the bathroom)
(x) had a dream that you married someone (Her name was Bob, she had a beared)
(x) glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole
(x) kissed a fish (*cough* LOTTY *cough* ..... fishy......) 
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes (A bra!)
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didnt take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school (school uniform of corse) 
(x) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch  
( ) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger (All too often... they are lies)
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn

(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
( ) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name (Hu are you again?)
( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( )been kicked out of your house

Well i've decided to change the music i got playing again.... Well, i was sitting listening to it repeating for like 3 hours lol! This time i'm going to have....... I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance. That is one kick ass song by the gods of EMO!

Okay, now that i've told you that it's time to talk about my day. Well, i got up at about half 12 and shouted at the top of my voice... wait for it... 'SHIT!' I had only 15 minutes to get all my things together and get to the bus stop so i could be in school on time for my exam, my history exam, my dreaded and evil.... history exam. It was bad, i found out that i had revised for the wrong thing (oh yeah, i rang Cam to ask if i could borrow his history book and he told me his mum wud take me to school so that was cool). errhhh where was i?.... o yeah, well i hadn't revised enough of the right thing. The questions i found relatively easy were the ones for up to 5/7 marks. The ones i hadn't revised were worth a whole 10/15 marks each! Bugger! Oh well, i'll have to make it up on my second history test in two weeks time (It's going to be source based so at least i know what to revise! lol).

My last english exam tommorow, how briliant

Okay then kids, i'll be seeing you!

BTW click th pic to see Aaron in action. A good ol chum, his space addy is in me m8s section

Hey guys. Just thought i'd tell you i've put some music on my space. Should take only about a minute for it to start up. Lol. Okies. At the moment i've got White Wedding on by the Murderdolls. Yes, its 'dirty mosher' music. You should like it actually. Before anyone says anything, it's my space and i decide what music to put on. So i don't want any dickhead chavs telling me what i should put on. Chavs, this is real music.

Okay then kids. Enjoy the music

"Life's a grave, dig it"

Hello. I've recently decided to become more involved in this blog. I will start writing properly instead of the 'txt speek' i used to use. It's a little hard to adapt but i will do it kids! Lol (<--- that still counts as acceptable, can't do without Lols).

Well, today was quiet good for me. I woke up at about 9 o'clock to realise that i didn't have to be in school until lesson three! That then got me thinking, what was the plan for the day? Well, I thought, lesson three is science, but not biology (the exam i was taking lesson five and six) so stuff science, I'll come in lesson four. Wait, lesson four is maths, can't be bothered with that. So in the end I stayed at home and uploaded more Murderdolls and Wednesday 13 songs onto my minidisc player. Not having to be in school until lesson five, bliss. Well, found out some cool info today, at least SOMEBODY loves me

Hmm, Biology exam, what can I say about that then? Well for starters the paper I took was easier than the paper some other people were taking, namely baggy (sorry mate, you had it hard) but I guess I came out of there with a suitable grade. Ermm.... we had questions about mules n their genetics. Very funny opening the paper to find on the first page a picture of an 'ass' (geddit? lol).

Now I guess I will get to the part that I intended to explain in this blog. Friendships. Do we actually know what they are? Well today i had a very enlightening experience with a friend I'd known for a very long time. By very long i mean VERY long! We went to primary school together! Well, during my chat with him I realised that we weren't as close to each other as we thaught. Since the end of year 7, when I moved forms, we kind of kept ourselves to ourselves. I personally put up a 'front' to hide behind, a barrier, but this I found was definately not a good idea. This front made my emotions build up and up until they were at bursting point (which had happened a few times before due to me and my dad arguing). I more or less broke down infront of this friend, this close friend, and he was there to help me, he made me feel better. I realised that there was no need to use a barrier, a front, I am who I am and no-one can change that. Ive had my own share of mistakes in the past but I learnt from them, this barrier not only stopped bad things coming in and going out, it also stopped certain good things going out. Emotions are a part of me, a large part of me, and I will use them to my advantage to express myself, I will try and stop being so enclosed. I guess at this point if you know me you will probably be thinking 'what the hell is he going on about? This isn't him?', truth is, I've always tried my hardest to hide my emotions, this in turn hid some of the best characteristics i have, but I've needed to say this. I may look normal on the outside, but I too have my own secrets I do not share with many others. I am greatful to this friend, and I am glad to have him as my friend, I care for him as one of my own, and if he is reading this then he knows that i would do whatever I could if he needed help or advice. Im not saying I would know what to do, but so long as he knows I'm always there for him that is all that matters. Thankyou, you know who you are.

Well, i've started to listen to Nine Inch Nails more, I think I am gonna enjoy this new taste of music. Everyone knows that I am a vary open minded music listener.... to an extent lol.

Thats me finished. For once I've written a blog straight from the heart, I've even had a good tear or too while writing this. I'm proud to admit it. We all cry, some just show it more than others.

You may think this is ramblings but to be honest, it makes sense to me, whether it does to you is your problem, use it as you will.

Adios xXxHermyxXx

*UPDATE*

Well, i've dyed my hair again, black of course. Well, i've decided, i'm going to grow it to neck length (only a few more centimetres) and then i will dye it black again (the roots would have gone by then) and i'll have red streaks put in it, cool huh? yup, well.

Laters again!

*UPDATE #2*

Well, i'm getting very amused by 'The Div VS Hermy' thing that's currently going on. He's such a wuss! lol. Hmmm, and what was that about contacts on MSN? Stop playing the fool Ellliot! You don't properly know me! Lol, stop acting all big and tough mommas boy! judging from his mentality and childishness you wouldn't guess he was almost the same age as me would you! Why does he have to pretend he's 3? Is he just wanting attention? He's an attention seeker right? Shame, seems now that my little sister is more sensible than him. Too many drugs messing up his brain i guess. Oh well, I better be off. I got studying to do (REAL man work), damn, just remembered, i've gotta fix that fence to.

Well, in a bitch kids

Hmmm.... this is getting a little irritating now, i havnt revised enough for my exams next week. Its a bit troublesome cus now i gotta cram revise. hmmmmmm......... I wanna save some money now too, so i can upgrade my laptop from 256MB RAM to 768MB RAM. that'l cost me a good ol' 40 squids. I think im learnin to realy like kit... o yes, if u come to this space from a hate comment it was kit hu posted it not me (if u want to, redirect ur hate comments to http://spaces.msn.com/members/kitler911) lets see how he likes it :D Man dus he suk. O well. after my ramblings im now feelin a lil hungry..... cheese n toast? mayb

Lifes a grave, dig it

(from my favourite chum Wednesday 13)

COMMENT ME

WoW!!!! I got dissed on me blog (see Whooooo Hooooo! n Mornin)! WoW very smart man, makes u very cool doesnt it? hope u can look bak n think, 'yeh dude, tht makes my life worth while' lol. Hmmmm i wonder what i did to upset this poor fellow...... I hope i wasnt mean 2 him..... Hmm well. Every1 has a right to their own view, no matter how fukd up it is, dusnt mean i hav 2 lyk it but hey! Fuktards rule! But MCR rule over every1s asses.

Yeh well, love ya Eliot! *coughs uncontrollably*

Ryyyyyyyt

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PS i had to update this blog due to more eejits abuse. Tis fun!!!!

Heya, doin an all nighter so jst thort i'd say helloo.... nowt else to do. O yeh, sorry for not bloggin in ages, bin doin work for my GCSEs. Theyr a bastard u kno! Grrrr. Proms comin soon. Still need 2 rent a tux but iv got my shirt n tie sorted, Pink shirt black tie.... hmmmmmmm well l8rs

BTW dudes, promote this band called Toast. Funy name yar? lol. Well thr cul, i like em. Post this link on as many places as possible!!!!!!! Whoooo hhoooo! lol! www.myspace.com/toast

Hey dudes n dudettes

Guess what i had 2day? My German Speaking Exam! OMG it wos so annoyin!!! I had 2 SPEAK german into a microphone thingy! Legs wobbled, voice stuttered, the usual i gues. N THEN!!!!! THEN my german teacher said 'I think i'll be able to find a couple of marks in that'. How cheeky can you get!!! Almost as bad as sayin, 'u did crap'. But nnnoooooo she had 2 say THAT! calm down... calm down... well at least i think i got my C grade in that. soooooooo.... anyone had FUN lately? lol. n/m. Ermm o yeh 2day i setted up my wireless network in my hous... I CAN GO ON THE NET ALL DAY EVERY DAY NOW!!!! Mwaaaahhhaaaahhaaaahhaaa!!!!  Bit of a bastard tho... i lied.... i sorted out the network, my brother can get online on his computer thru it, my mum can do the same thru her computer, but not me...... I need to get a better reciever as the one i got built in is absolute bolloks! Picks up the signal but wont recieve packets! Tried my brothers reciever on my laptop n tht worked so.... i gues i'm spendin £20 down the shops 2 get a USB wireless reciever... Damn all the technology that doesnt do what its supposed to do!

Rite... thats my rantin n ravin over with.

BTW hu is the person who commented on my last blog wiv a simple 'HI' get bak 2 me PLZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Just out of curiosity as u didnt leave an email or space addy..

OK then peeps guess i'm sayin bye.... Hav u noticed this blog is unbearably long compared to my others hmmmmmm???!!! lol

CHIAO

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Helo guys n dolls. How hav u been lately? i bin a bit busy u kno? alot of coursework and the like that had to be done over the last few weeks. I need a break from all this. n gues wot! i gotta do my german speaking exam next tuesday!!!! o well gotta go now. c u in a bit lol. n COMMENT please.... i'm still not desperate tho..... honest

GGGGGGGRRRRRRAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bstard laptops! Bstard Viruses!!!! Hmmmm.... hav any of u eva had a virus that wont even let u log on to ur computer? Well i bloody hav now!!! lost most of my songs... all my chemistry coursework that i spent ages on! Life sucks! Hmmmm.. now all i got is the stuff i put on a back-up disk i made in.... errrr... february! Tis not a nice thing at all! Hmmmm...... Lol... that chemistry c/w is ment 2 b in 2day.... o well.... Honestly tho this really pised me off.

Hmmm.... lately i'v been feelin things are mighty finnneeeee!!!!  Things are lookin up! Seems i'll be stayin on for 2 years in 6th form instead of goin 2 college in a land far far far away.  Meanin i'll be able 2 stay wiv my m8eys!!!!!! Now that is a brill thing! Did i ever say tht i woz gon 2 college 2 learn 2 b an engineer? well a marine engineer (ships etc) o well. I'l leav that a few years. I still need sum teenager years b4 tht. I want 2 go 2 downoad nxt year 2 n if i woz at college tht'd b a no no.

Well... comment me!

Yo...... Bin bored as usual... cant think of anythin 2 say as usual..... same as usual realy.... I know how bout u nasty peeps comment n give me something 2 talk bout? Welll..... comment me then!!!!

Yay! i now got broadband!!! 1mbps. not bad i s'pose. will get a wireless network at home 2..... yay!!! so guys n gurls... hows u all? n y dnt u comment anymor!  Nasty!!!!!

I feel so tired now  skools back 2morrow n i dnt wanna go! GCSEs soon as well. Hmm thrs nuthin i can think 2 say at th moment altho i do wish 2 thank beth 4 the wunderful pictures!  thnx! will treasure them 4eva! well bye 4 now then

As you can tell i'm bored like hell!!!!! Thrs nuthin to do in the hols apart from go to work n revise. Dont wanna do either tho but...... still bored. Comment me!

Recently i looked at wen my GCSE exams were..... bgrrrrrr!!! I've still got exams wen dwnload is on *Bursts into tears* Y O Y!!!! well i'm gonna make it my duty in life 2 go nxt year with ben n meet up wiv all my lil frends hu cudn't go this year. Meanin i'll hav 2 take time off college.... or not go 2 college at all.... mayb..... nah college it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey hoo every1! aint been well l8ly...  but i'm okay now i guess. I had fun wen i woz ill!! wow!! wotching sky tv! yeh i know ur all gonna say wupeedoo but sky rocks! A slobs god if i may say so myself. lol! well toodles.... cant think of anything 2 say now! bugger.

Wow! Found out today that Download is getting better and better by the minute! The line-up is expanding and i'm pulling my hair out because i've realised that before i go through the absolute thrill of Download..... I've got bloody GCSE exams to take!!!! Bugger. But i guess its true that pleasure is always paired with pain... O well. Hopefully gonna be going with my m8 Sam, that is if he can get hold of the money for his tickets, n he better had do cuz Ben *curses under breath* just cant b bothered to save. C'mon man! Y wait til next year when you can hav the honour of going wiv me this year! bloody hel! Hmm.... Calm down dear! Okay. So, been pissed off l8ly. Laptops got a virus it can't budge. Gonna have to do a full system restore, i.e wipe the hard drive and start a new! But at least tht'll get rid of it. download dog is sooooooo funny! grabbing him by the leg and throwing him across teh screen lol! http://www.downloadfestival.co.uk/dog/InstallDownloadDog05a.exe to download the little bitch of wisdom!

Tis survey time! so how many people atually read this? plzzz plzzz plzzz comment if u read this.... Plz? sounds like i'm begging doesn't it... (i'm not, honest....) doty dot dot...

Hmmm..... been thinking today, what exactly can be classed as emo? I mean, there are emo bands, emo written thingys, emo people, but how do they come out as emo? Okay its EMOtional but can't everything have emotion woven into it? For example, me, i'm a little emo at times, i like emo music, and like.... woteva. But emo... do i actually want to be emo.... well i'm not sure. I want attention but dont get enough n emo's do get a bit..... but i dont wanna show my emotions, well being a MAN and all. ahh forget it.

My dad got his Honda Varadero xl125v today (bike), showed off as per usual. And i found out my uncle who lives in south africa is into Goth metal! wow. never new that. Lacuna coil, sum other band etc...

Who out there in the tiny amount of peeps who look at this blog like emo music? Plus is anyone going to download 2005? If so put that little amount of effort in and comment. PLzzzzzzz

Bloody hell..... this has been the longest time i aint blogged for! Something like an entire month! O well its because my Dad is home from working away so new rules have come into the house.... 1 bein 'Adam not allowed on net fullstop!' bastard father!O well. I've finally decided that i am going to download 2005! I'll have to save up alot for the ticket though, lucky i've got me a new job. Plzzzz Ben get hold of the money to go with me..... Gud Gud!! Well, hoping Ash can get there cause that would brighten up the currently crap indy rock day. Roll on slayer n All the others who better get their asses to the festival. Might even go to the My Chemical Romance gig in Wolverhampton.... Maybe.... Only £10. Well lets get this skool year over and done with!!!!! Role on Summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Over n out.... 

Bit bored 2day... ut guess tht the same as usual. Ermmm... Sam says hi!!! *his face pearing over my shoulder* RE okay... bit boring... but might go on web messenger l8rrr..... Right, just so i can get sum comments i'd like you all to tell me what u think of richy... (look in my m8s spaces section) luv or loathe? Now also jst like 2 say thank u for ur comment hayley.... or shud i say..... BEN!!! hah hah... raukus!

Lo once again m8eys! Aint blogged all week!!! wowow!! How could i have not blogged? O well. I'm startin 2 get quite pised off now cus a frend of mine keeps on nickin my ideas! Remember when i made up tht brilliant (and quite true) blog about the mutant monkeys? Wel this m8 has gone and made up his own 'true' n seemingly second rate stories (due to the fact tht mine kicked ass). Wot do u make of tht? stabbing me in the back? Anuther thing is he also wrote alotof crap on my space when i had dun fuk all to him!!!! wel... woteva... Found out l8ly wot german kevs would say to their homeys.... 'Darin Kind!' (innit ked) lol. Do any of my readers wear burberry? If so shoot track them down and shoot them. Thnx 2 every1 for commentin this week(!) I realy enjoyed reading the..... 0 comments left 4 me! (take tht as a warning right?)

Wel byesss 4 now

Well, family ova at the mo, bit gay, but its my lil sisters 3rd B'day on Monday! wow! Time flies. Gotta ask, beny, r u doin anyfin 4 ur b'day? Well, had fun at my sis's party(!) suposed 2 be doin tht c/w! cant b arsed goin out 4 dina 2nite, yum! Well, here is a warm HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN! Hav a great time! o well, this is adam signin off from his shitty blog!!!!!

Aint tlked in a long time now. But thts cus i aint had enuf encouragement from any1! Y aint any1 commented since 23rd! Hmmmm. Well i seem to be spendin more time worryin about coursework at the mo (not doin, jst worryin about doin) and i'm now way behind! Teachers r pains in th asses when coursework is l8! plus i gotta make an entire DVD storage thingy in three weeks!!!!! Buggr! o well, will leave it til 2moz. H8 ICT. H8 German. H8 DT!!!! Should hav chosen sumthin else. Coursework sux. Especially the ICT thts in for 2day n i aint even halfway thru it!! Wil do tht at weekend.

C how i rambled on about it so much!

Gettin the 'Some kind of monster' DVD soon from metallica. dunno if it will b any good but hopin.

........ I'm feelin v. upset day n i dunno y... Probs cuz i missed out on alot this weekend..... I feel like i'm floatin dwn th long black corridor tht ends in nothingnesss. *sigh* Y o Y am i feelin like this! My fone woz dead this weekend cuz sumfin broked but guy came round this mornin n fixed it. I had 2 blamed 4 tht n all. grandparents coming dwn from liverpool nxt weekend, g8! make me feel bettr y dont u(!) dunno where my wackiness has gone 2day n im stil feelin shitty from tht illness of mine! O wel, rite if u wanna

Sup my little mutant monkey loving followers! You all bow down and worship me! *wave of hand*

Well, i hav been quite ill lately  but i am considerably better now! Being ill isnt very fun is it... apart from the stayin in bed and having every1s attention. I think i had th flu but i'm not sure. Well i wanted 2 go 2 th cinema this weekend 2 see Team America but i aint got enuf money. I think instead i will borrow a pirate copy of cameron..... Hah hah hah I'm evil!

1ce again im in ICT n not bothering 2 do much C/W, i think i've done about three lines but o well.

I'm gettin heavily bored but can any of u peeps post any comments that could cheer me up? funny comments, congratulating comments, n get well comments will also be greatly appreciated. Bye fellow chums

Hi guys n dolls.

I'm currently sittin in ICT doing C/W....... yeh rite.

I would like 2 apologise 2 Richyboy if he takes offence by me callin him wierd in peeps spaces part but the point is he fuckin is!!!!! And 2 back tht up i will use the freedom of speech Act..... i love loopholes!

Seems i got a couple of hits from yesterdays blog..... 1 in particular tht i liked  u know hu u r!

Well seems random commentin is popular but do you, my viewers prefer me being called Herman or Hermy? post ur answers below!

Dont 4get 2 tell all ur m8s about me!

Byes

Well, no news today, so i'll make it up.

Yes, today mutant monkeys were running amok in Lichfield, a direct result of over production by the local mutant monkey production firm. The conservative party were the first to comment, and immediatly blamed the monkey outbreak on the rivalry between Blair and Brown, suggesting that to avoid future monkey outbreaks the public should vote for Howard.

A likely story

BTW can i write Harry is a Nazi in a blog? i've been told it dont work

OK. I must say tht i am terribly dissapointed in America! They are so disrespectful. Epescially wen they had 2 b pushed to giv alot o muney! O wel Its not thr folt, thr American(!)

Erm.... Another thing is I dont like people asking me 4 money 2 go 2wards Asia. I'm not sayin im a skin flint but hav u noticed tht thr r loads of peeps in th street/skool/carpark/local homeless shelter sayin plz giv money 2 Asia n wen u sey no they luk at u wierdly? I already given about £10 altogether 2 different peeps 4 it n i think tht its unfair, k? Thr shud b only a couple of charities (1 or 2) who r allowed 2 ask u 4 muny in th street. Im jst wontin 2 ask if any of u others feel th same way.

Also if u want 2 visit Richyboys new datin agency simply go 2 his space (in peeps spaces box at bottom of page)

Bye 4 now guys n gals!

Guess wot guys n gals! I no who Sexyblonde is! Laura!... or Amy D! 1 of th 2.

2day i did fuck all apart from listen 2 bullet for my valentine n do sum DT coursework, yay(!)

Gettin bored n lonely n tht is never a gud thing.

Who is Sexyblonde?

U can get bak 2 me on tht 1

u better had do!

oops.... Richyboy fucked up n got stood up! Cant hav felt nice. Well until im told otherwise or she slaps me 4 sayin this, i think Lotty is a shaz anyway.

Richyboy seemed upset tho.

Did u notice tht i jst commented on u Mr reader? Nice opening eh.

Well i'd like 2 tlk 2 u about my space. I jst dont think its got enuf WAMMMM in it, right? Well, its missing ur input. So if any of u could comment a bit more please tht would b alot better. Thnx

So, I wunda how Richyboy got on wiv Lotty. Heh heh. If u didnt know, Lotty is a Frend of Matt n Richyboy is a *Cough* *Cough* (sorry, frog in th throat) frend of Matts so of course they must meet(!) Sorry tht woz jst my thorts of th day.

Had 2 go 2 dentist 2day, cracked my tooth on summit bout a week ago (pitty me) n it hurt . Didnt go 2 badly. (He woz like Frankenstein )

Well i guess tht woz all th gud tht happened 2day

Hello peeps!

Jst thort.... if u wanna contact me put ur hotmail down n i'll get back 2 ye.

Erm.... Right..... Here i am in boring ICT, nothing 2 do, 'cept coursework but tht aint fun so im doin a little surfing!  Has any1 noticed blogs r mostly about peeps being bored! O well. I suppose i am luckin 4 more peeps like me who like th same musik as me altho i am quite varied on my taste. Hmmm.... Sounded a bit squared.... ok

Well, tlk 2 u all again!

Hmmmmm.... Hi

They call me Herman... Heh heh

Well this is all about me, my m8s and the odd piss take out of my family which honestly happens alot in real life.

Seeing as im bollocks at starting convos pleeeeeaaaaaassssseeeeee comment.

Short but sweet eh?

L8rs